More often than not, I avoid free writing in places that the public can read. That isn't to say I have a following of people who read this stupid thing; it's just a paranoia thing.
I avoid writing this stuff down because I notice contradictions in my logic coming up. I then stop writing, proof read, and remove all possible statements that demonstrate my logical dilemmas, even though I wrote them. That is a bad habit. By doing so, I'm passively reinforcing those dilemmas, when I should be acknowledging, and addressing them.
I am so out of the loop. It's amazing how effortlessly it happened. In the span of two weeks, I went from regular socialization, to a per/month basis. How did this happen? I could count with one hand the people who contact me regularly (work/family excluded).
The best part of all of this is knowing that life goes on with or without you. Nobody knows I'm here.
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